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GilmanJournal vol20 0001

page title: ... The Journal Perkins  ...
  
  ... The ... Journal ...
  ... Perkins ...
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GilmanJournal vol20 0002

page title: [no page title]
  
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GilmanJournal vol20 0003

page title: ... January 1st 1887 8 and Sew on Kates and after  ...
  
  ... January ... 1st ... 1887 ...
  ... 8 ... and ... Sew ... on ... Kates ... and ... after ...
  ... tend ... that ... damsel ... till ... three ... o ... @apostrophe ... clock ...
  ... when ... I ... dress ... in ... waterproof ... attire ... and ...
  ... ride ... over ... to ... Calders ...
  ... box ... and ... other ... supplies ... get ... some ...
  ... Pub.Libr. ... Pub ... Libr ... and ... get ... new ... card ... Fill ... it ...
  ... with ... books ... on ... women ... Read ... article ... in ...
  ... the ... Journ ... on ... woman ... suffrage ... by ... Higgin- ...
  ... @-son ... Buy ... some ... and ... lace ... for ... Jersey ...
  ... sleeves ... I ... stop ... at ... Walters ... and ... he ... gives ...
  ... me ... his ... Xmas ... present ... as ... a ... New_Years ... New ... Years ...
  ... gift ... an ... exquisite ... calendar ... on ... parch- ...
  ... @-ment ... full ... of ... his ... sweetest ... thoughts ... in ...
  ... @perforator_hole ... color ... and ... A ... lovely ...
  ... thing ... Bless ... his ... dear ... heart ... Home ...
  ... together ... in ... the ... awful ... slop ... and ... slush ...
  ... and ... ice ... Dine ... well ... on ... roast ... chicken ...
  ... then ... I ... christen ... my ... new ... sketch ... book ... and ...
  ... pencils ... here ... Then ...
  ... Sun ... Jan ... 1st ... 1887 ...
  ... and ... after ... sunday ... than ... usual ...
  ... am ... busy ... all ... day ... mending ... writing ...
  ... arranging ... Good ... dinner ... I ... find ... I ... get ...
  ... tired ... cross ... i.e. ...
  ... to ...
  ... F ...
  ... the ... terrible ...
  ... to ... see ...
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GilmanJournal vol20 0004

page title: ... Monday Jan. 3rd 1887 8 8.10 10 Do not feel  ...
  
  ... Monday ... Jan. ... 3rd ... 1887 ...
  ... 8 ... 8.10 ... 10 ... Do ... not ... feel ... well ... but ... improve ...
  ... as ... the ... day ... passes ... Wash ... dishes ...
  ... read ... Sun ... Journal ... loaf ... rather ...
  ... Take ... Kate ... and ... call ... on ... Annie ... Aborn ...
  ... and ... the ... Wagon ... wheel ... out ... of ... others ...
  ... order ... and ... Mrs ... T ... Brings ... me ... home ... in ...
  ... sleigh ... P ... Photograph ... of ... Chester ... Lane ...
  ... and ... note ... from ... Mrs ... Geer ... with ... W ... Journal ...
  ... Read ... and ... read ... to ... K ... Walter ... it ... @COMMA ...
  ... supper ... write ... part ... article ... women ... to ... work ... of ...
  ... Tues ... 4 ...
  ... in ...
  ... the ...
  ... come ... and ...
  ... much ... to ...
  ... takes ... and ...
  ... the ... and ...
  ... table ... the ... lamp ...
  ... hand ...
  ... to ...
  ... and ...
  ... Sleep ...
  ... up ...
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GilmanJournal vol20 0005

page title: ... and some Bread and butter sew some write some and  ...
  
  ... and ... some ... Bread ... and ... butter ... sew ...
  ... some ... write ... some ... and ... ride ... down ...
  ... @perforator_hole ... town ... see ... dentist ... and ... make ... appoint ... appoint- ...
  ... @-ment ... Get ... cloth ... for ... gym ... suit ... Get ...
  ... at ... Calders ... Carry ... cloth ... to ...
  ... on ... Maple ... St. ... Call ... on ... Hattie ... Salis- ...
  ... @-bury ... out ... see ... her ... mother ... though ...
  ... Call ...
  ... and ... read ...
  ... too ...
  ... funny ... Get ... women ...
  ... women ... Monod's_Life_and_mission_of ...
  ... @perforator_hole ... the ...
  ... than ... to ...
  ... This ... and ...
  ... well ... Ride ...
  ... this ... time ...
  ... have ...
  ... Katharines ...
  ... that ...
  ... to ... B ...
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GilmanJournal vol20 0006

page title: ... some Supper @perforator_hole there it will the K sew and  ...
  
  ... some ...
  ... Supper ... @perforator_hole ...
  ... there ...
  ... it ...
  ... will ... the ...
  ... K ...
  ... sew ... and ...
  ... suit ...
  ... Stop ... and ... together ...
  ... He ... goes ... down ... again ...
  ... head ...
  ... Sat ...
  ... in ... the ...
  ... I ... to ... see ...
  ... Sew ...
  ... mend ... Get ...
  ... usual ...
  ... head ...
  ... laming ...
  ... sleep ... sleepgoing ...
  ... warm ...
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GilmanJournal vol20 0007

page title: ... K and feed @perforator_hole to Walter little again together  ...
  
  ... K ... and ... feed ...
  ... @perforator_hole ... to ...
  ... Walter ...
  ... little ...
  ... again ... together ...
  ... k ...
  ... decide ...
  ... book ...
  ... 7 ...
  ... over ... see ...
  ... the ... pleasant ...
  ... dragons ... the ... evening ... Walter ...
  ... so ... Jan. ... 12th. ... 2 ...
  ... down ... Walter ...
  ... meaning ... to ... she ...
  ... model ... to ... see ...
  ... pleasant ... there ...
  ... two ... filled ...
  ... Then ... book ...
  ... Then ...
  ... suit ... walk ... back ... stopping ...
  ... walk ... I ...
  ... Read ... the ... evening ...
  ... Jan. ... 13 ... 3 ... th. ...
  ... and ...
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GilmanJournal vol20 0008

page title: ... over the Thomas lost position Home to seat the  ...
  
  ... over ...
  ... the ... Thomas ...
  ... lost ... position ...
  ... Home ... to ... seat ...
  ... the ... evening ... and ...
  ... the ... Wells ... pleasant ...
  ... evening ...
  ... 4 ...
  ... Feed ... K ... women ...
  ... France ...
  ... Read ...
  ... the ... evening ...
  ... while ...
  ... 7 ...
  ... 8 ... 4 ... some ... usual ...
  ... bottle ...
  ... Take ...
  ... Read ...
  ... while ...
  ... of_two_cities ...
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GilmanJournal vol20 0009

page title: ... 6 the Cut baby supplemented when she comes Read  ...
  
  ... 6 ...
  ... the ...
  ... Cut ...
  ... baby ... supplemented ...
  ... when ... she ... comes ... Read ... some ...
  ... feel ... arrange ... dress ...
  ... depart ... the ...
  ... make ...
  ... the ... of ... being ... again ...
  ... but ...
  ... as ... old ...
  ... @perforator_hole ... have ... to ...
  ... the ... there ...
  ... chocolate ... and ... bread ... and ... butter ...
  ... 9 ... Tues ... Jan ...
  ... Sew ...
  ... some ... done ...
  ... Tale ...
  ... Jan ... 19 ... 9 ...
  ... Start ... and ...
  ... to ...
  ... dinner ...
  ... afternoon ...
  ... Home ...
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GilmanJournal vol20 0010

page title: ... 2 1887 four Susie about three Pleasant up dinner  ...
  
  ... 2 ... 1887 ...
  ... four ... Susie ...
  ... about ...
  ... three ... Pleasant ...
  ... up ...
  ... dinner ... write ...
  ... F ... 1887 ... 7 ...
  ... and ...
  ... after ...
  ... the ... over ... a ... nice ...
  ... the ...
  ... early ...
  ... the ...
  ... very ... tired ... draggy ... Talk ... with ...
  ... Mr ... Smith ... about ... new ... gym ... Call ...
  ... at ... Miss ... Oldfield ... Oldfields ... Old ... for ... north ... American ...
  ... see ... her ... and ... Dr ... Walker ... Home ... Sup ...
  ... Sat ... Sat. ... Jan ... 1887 ...
  ... Feel ... gradually ...
  ... them ...
  ... the ... ball ...
  ... over ... see ...
  ... Springer ...
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GilmanJournal vol20 0011

page title: ... Sun 2 1887 and @perforator_hole warm thaw over dinner to  ...
  
  ... Sun ... 2 ... 1887 ...
  ... and ...
  ... @perforator_hole ...
  ... warm ... thaw ... over ... dinner ...
  ... to ...
  ... was ... Read ...
  ... Journal ... Fullers ...
  ... book ... Bed ... 3 ...
  ... 4th ... 4 ...
  ... 7 ... 4 ... very ...
  ... see ...
  ... wash ...
  ... to ...
  ... see ...
  ... @perforator_hole ... find ... there ... awhile ... Bath ...
  ... Tues ... 25th ... 5th ...
  ... Paint ...
  ... Call ... again ... the ... evening ...
  ... 26th ... 6 ...
  ... 2 ... the ... Call ...
  ... creamey ...
  ... to ... L ... and ... Susie ...
  ... very ...
  ... and ...
  ... me ...
  ... French ...
  ... 7 ...
  ... for ...
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GilmanJournal vol20 0012

page title: ... and Waterman which as meet Annie she than for  ...
  
  ... and ... Waterman ...
  ... which ... as ... meet ... Annie ...
  ... she ...
  ... than ...
  ... for ...
  ... rebuke ... the ...
  ... home ...
  ... feet ... slow ...
  ... club ...
  ... book ...
  ... 1887 ...
  ... Paint ...
  ... see ...
  ... and ...
  ... me ...
  ... both ... favor ...
  ... and ... the ...
  ... 4 ... Home ... the ...
  ... and ... very ... there ...
  ... very ... good ... Ride ... home ...
  ... bread ...
  ... Walter ...
  ... F ...
  ... Alice ...
  ... comes ...
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GilmanJournal vol20 0013

page title: ... and He the much Katharines some table bargain nice  ...
  
  ... and ...
  ... He ...
  ... the ... much ... Katharines ...
  ... some ...
  ... table ... bargain ...
  ... nice ... Martha ...
  ... 1887 ... 7 ...
  ... usual ...
  ... for ... two ...
  ... her ... Uncle ... Edwards ...
  ... K ... sleep ...
  ... K ...
  ... Grandma ...
  ... Pleasant ... supper ...
  ... pleasant ... walk ...
  ... 2nd ...
  ... 7 ...
  ... for ...
  ... 6 ...
  ... Valentine ... the ... evening ...
  ... Down ...
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GilmanJournal vol20 0014

page title: ... k book write for the Gymnasium good lunch two Back  ...
  
  ... k ...
  ... book ... write ...
  ... for ... the ... Gymnasium ...
  ... good ... lunch ...
  ... two ...
  ... Back ...
  ... Carl ... the ...
  ... walk ...
  ... Read ... He ...
  ... very ... copy ... the ...
  ... 1887 ...
  ... down ... Walter ... stop ... to ... see ...
  ... club ...
  ... the ...
  ... Ride ... Bathe ... Kate ... nap ...
  ... Read ... book ...
  ... L ... Sew ...
  ... Home ...
  ... this ...
  ... 4 ... 1887 ...
  ... L ...
  ... Paint ... head ...
  ... Kate ...
  ... Kate ... Sup ...
  ... down ... Ride ...
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GilmanJournal vol20 0015

page title: ... Paint towards I book 6 th 1887 for Roast  ...
  
  ... Paint ...
  ... towards ...
  ... I ...
  ... book ...
  ... 6 ... th ... 1887 ...
  ... for ...
  ... Roast ...
  ... Read ...
  ... 1887 ...
  ... Kate ...
  ... get ...
  ... have ... at ... the ...
  ... evening ...
  ... very ... the ...
  ... Tues ... 1887 ...
  ... accomplish ... again ...
  ... the ...
  ... there ...
  ... some ...
  ... the ... suffrage ... question ... Stone ...
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GilmanJournal vol20 0016

page title: ... Wed Feb 9 9th 9th. 1887 Stay in the  ...
  
  ... Wed ... Feb ... 9 ... 9th ... 9th. ... 1887 ...
  ... Stay ... in ... the ... morning ... and ... see ... to ... Kate ...
  ... as ... Eliza ... had ... ironing ... left ... over ... and ... a ...
  ... cold ... Make ... calls ... P.M ... Mrs ... Hopkins ... out ...
  ... Mrs ... Vaughan ... in ... Mrs ... Kendall ... out ... Mrs ...
  ... Blodgett ... unable ... to ... see ... me ... Mrs ... Diman ...
  ... same ... Mrs ... Chamberlain ... out ... An ... the ...
  ... unsatisfactory ... time ... too ... though ... some ...
  ... good ... talk ... with ... Mrs ... V. ... Read ... in ... evening ...
  ... Thurs ... Feb ... 10th ... 1887 ...
  ... Pearls ...
  ... Sew ...
  ... I ...
  ... Max ... Kilvert ... home ...
  ... to ... supper ...
  ... but ... dont ...
  ... goes ...
  ... club ...
  ... and ...
  ... Feel ...
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GilmanJournal vol20 0017

page title: ... dull tender comfort  ...
  
  ... dull ...
  ... tender ...
  ... comfort ...
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GilmanJournal vol20 0018

page title: ... then collect was get then comes home pleasant two  ...
  
  ... then ...
  ... collect ...
  ... was ...
  ... get ...
  ... then ... comes ...
  ... home ...
  ... pleasant ...
  ... two ...
  ... after ... the ... evening ...
  ... Get ...
  ... clock ...
  ... nice ... time ... Home ...
  ... good ... usual ...
  ... her ...
  ... 1887 ...
  ... dreary ... useless ... to ... Kate ...
  ... says ... working ...
  ... to ...
  ... in ... see ...
  ... disagree ...
  ... usual ... But ... angelic ...
  ... supper ... time ... there ...
  ... Bailey ...
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GilmanJournal vol20 0019

page title: ... Tues 1887 coal money @perforator_hole and then manage something good  ...
  
  ... Tues ... 1887 ...
  ... coal ... money ...
  ... @perforator_hole ...
  ... and ... then ...
  ... manage ... something ...
  ... good ... deal ... Then ...
  ... verse ...
  ... after ... supper ... Walter ...
  ... and ... fixes ...
  ... Feb ... 16th ...
  ... dine ...
  ... infant ...
  ... to ... Call ...
  ... to ...
  ... five ...
  ... while ... and ... Walter ...
  ... Supper ... awhile ... write ... here ...
  ... and ...
  ... Atlantic ... monthly ...
  ... 7 ... 1887 ...
  ... Wall ... Get ...
  ... back ...
  ... Paint ... the ... house ... And ... very ...
  ... her ... and ...
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GilmanJournal vol20 0020

page title: ... 1887 7 very me last night the evening Does good  ...
  
  ... 1887 ... 7 ...
  ... very ...
  ... me ... last ... night ...
  ... the ... evening ... Does ... good ...
  ... Sat ... 1887 ... 7 ...
  ... Kate ... Dine ...
  ... 9.25 ... 9 ...
  ... stop ... Calders ...
  ... duck ... k ... for ...
  ... for ... baby ... stop ... for ... Get ...
  ... Mend ...
  ... book ...
  ... Read ... while ... Walter ...
  ... wash ... Kate ... and ...
  ... Alice_Stone_Blackwell ... Alice ... Stone ... Blackwell ...
  ... some ...
  ... over ...
  ... Mr ...
  ... them ... some ...
  ... good ... is ...
  ... young ...
  ... servant ...
  ... and ...
  ... at ... her ...
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GilmanJournal vol20 0021

page title: ... Anna and @perforator_hole call Bailey the which I try me  ...
  
  ... Anna ... and ... @perforator_hole ...
  ... call ... Bailey ...
  ... the ... which ...
  ... I ...
  ... try ...
  ... me ...
  ... 10 ... @ampersand ... unmolested ... save ... 11 ...
  ... by ... a ... barking ... dog ... whom ... I ... quell ...
  ... with ... threatening ... umbrella ...
  ... Tues ... Feb ... 2 ... 22nd ... 1887 ...
  ... Finish ... roses ... not ... to ... perfection ...
  ... Take ... Kate ... to ... nannie ... Cotton ... Cottons ... birthday ...
  ... party ... She ... enjoys ... herself ... in ... a ...
  ... stately ... and ... solemn ... fashion ... I ... feel ...
  ... desperately ... out ... place ... among ... a ...
  ... lot ... of ... mothers ... Home ... sup ... carry ... young ...
  ... over ...
  ... Home ...
  ... Walter ... the ...
  ... Bed ... late ...
  ... 2 ...
  ... D ...
  ... see ... Baby ...
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GilmanJournal vol20 0022

page title: ... 7 to @perforator_hole see to see also mother She is  ...
  
  ... 7 ...
  ... to ...
  ... @perforator_hole ... see ...
  ... to ... see ...
  ... also ... mother ...
  ... She ... is ... pleasant ...
  ... get ...
  ... train ... meet ...
  ... He ...
  ... being ... But ... meaning ...
  ... and ... make ...
  ... Chester ... the ...
  ... good ... in ... the ... night ...
  ... @perforator_hole ... Amuse ... Chester ...
  ... nice ... after ...
  ... to ... Good ...
  ... Bed ... early ...
  ... town ... L ...
  ... lunch ... much ... needed ...
  ... the ... and ... see ...
  ... office ... see ...
  ... again ... there ...
  ... Sat ...
  ... at ...
  ... her ... and ... short ...
  ... lunch ...
  ... and ...
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GilmanJournal vol20 0023

page title: ... Sun 2 7 1887 arrange and @perforator_hole Blackwell Get supper  ...
  
  ... Sun ... 2 ... 7 ... 1887 ...
  ... arrange ...
  ... and ... @perforator_hole ...
  ... Blackwell ... Get ... supper ...
  ... supper ...
  ... 1887 ...
  ... up ... throat ... pretty ...
  ... and ... Kate ... and ... we ...
  ... Hurried ... supper ...
  ... arriving ...
  ... down ... the ...
  ... time ...
  ... she ...
  ... the ...
  ... Mr ... for ... the ...
  ... and ...
  ... Tues ... March ... 1887 ...
  ... worse ...
  ... the ... then ...
  ... her ... suggestion ...
  ... whist ...
  ... and ... Kate ...
  ... come ...
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GilmanJournal vol20 0024

page title: ... and the I against Walter Pardon sand and March Walter  ...
  
  ... and ... the ...
  ... I ...
  ... against ... Walter ...
  ... Pardon ... sand ...
  ... and ...
  ... March ...
  ... Walter ...
  ... House ... papers ...
  ... and ...
  ... paper ...
  ... Then ...
  ... of ...
  ... and ... Walter ...
  ... rest ... and ...
  ... Then ... to ...
  ... get ...
  ... and ...
  ... her ... Ride ...
  ... bring ... them ... They ...
  ... home ...
  ... Walter ... to ... me ...
  ... 7 ...
  ... down ... nothing ... 4 ...
  ... I ... Pease ...
  ... write ...
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GilmanJournal vol20 0025

page title: ... th. 1887 7 good @perforator_hole over black velvet evening  ...
  
  ... th. ... 1887 ... 7 ...
  ... good ...
  ... @perforator_hole ...
  ... over ...
  ... black ... velvet ...
  ... evening ... and ... feel ...
  ... 7 ...
  ... improvement ...
  ... Read ... womans ...
  ... Alpha ...
  ... see ...
  ... lessons ... see ... the ... she ...
  ... was ...
  ... for ... dont ...
  ... He ...
  ... when ... he ... comes ...
  ... the ... @evenening_evening ...
  ... March ... 1887 ... 7 ...
  ... Charlotte ... Hedge ... Katharine ...
  ... have ...
  ... badly ...
  ... write ...
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GilmanJournal vol20 0026

page title: ... 7 hard down sends tells mother me good me as  ...
  
  ... 7 ...
  ... hard ... down ...
  ... sends ...
  ... tells ... mother ...
  ... me ...
  ... good ...
  ... me ... as ...
  ... cold ...
  ... Tues ... March ... 1887 ...
  ... again ... yesterday ...
  ... was ...
  ... had ... night ...
  ... up ...
  ... Walter ...
  ... called ...
  ... me ... read ...
  ... Wed ... March ... 9 ... 1887 ...
  ... Bad ... again ... baby ...
  ... morning ...
  ... in ... the ... morning ...
  ... But ... Kate ...
  ... the ...
  ... and ...
  ... leaving ... down ...
  ... see ... the ... Bayeux ...
  ... the ... then ...
  ... Ride ...
  ... wood ... had ...
  ... early ... tries ...
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GilmanJournal vol20 0027

page title: ... 1887 7 again He says the @perforator_hole the  ...
  
  ... 1887 ... 7 ...
  ... again ...
  ... again ... He ... says ... the ... @perforator_hole ...
  ... the ...
  ... and ...
  ... feel ... Bailey ...
  ... The ...
  ... Kate ... and ... some ...
  ... that ... is ...
  ... the ... evening ... when ...
  ... Baby ... mother ... again ...
  ... Walter ...
  ... while ...
  ... asleep ... the ... ex ...
  ... He ... bread ...
  ... March ... 12 ... 1887 ...
  ... mend ...
  ... Ride ... book ... and ...
  ... about ...
  ... Craik ...
  ... Walter ... walk ...
  ... puts ... baby ... and ...
  ... and ...
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GilmanJournal vol20 0028

page title: ... March 13 7 hard day I while Kate used  ...
  
  ... March ... 13 ... 7 ...
  ... hard ... day ... I ...
  ... while ... Kate ...
  ... used ... Pease ...
  ... the ... and ... cheers ... some ...
  ... Clarence ...
  ... a ... Then ...
  ... the ... and ... therein ...
  ... March ... 4 ...
  ... all ... morning ...
  ... and ...
  ... to ... the ...
  ... L ... and ...
  ... Home ... with ...
  ... March ... 1887 ... 7 ...
  ... Bad ...
  ... L ... Bailey ...
  ... the ...
  ... the ...
  ... Get ... and ...
  ... the ... Call ...
  ... and ...
  ... Mrs ... there ...
  ... Friend ... Then ...
  ... see ... then ...
  ... and ... to ...
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GilmanJournal vol20 0029

page title: ... March and then @perforator_hole while that Pease soothe me March  ...
  
  ... March ...
  ... and ... then ...
  ... @perforator_hole ...
  ... while ... that ...
  ... Pease ...
  ... soothe ... me ...
  ... March ...
  ... pretty ... write ...
  ... thanking ... Allens ...
  ... and ...
  ... we ... shopping ...
  ... things ... and ...
  ... to ... for ...
  ... Ride ...
  ... gym ... want ... write ...
  ... Amendment ...
  ... to ... the ...
  ... usual ... polonaise ...
  ... when ... the ... Bell ...
  ... Prescott ...
  ... send ... around ...
  ... have ... pleasant ...
  ... evening ... least ... I ... did ... and ...
  ... 10.40 ... 4 ... write ...
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GilmanJournal vol20 0030

page title: ... March 9 7 Take K see the 9 work  ...
  
  ... March ... 9 ... 7 ...
  ... Take ... K ... see ...
  ... the ...
  ... 9 ...
  ... work ... evening ...
  ... 1887 ...
  ... Bathe ... B ... Bad ... back ... the ...
  ... K ... sleep ...
  ... write ...
  ... March ... 1 ...
  ... @perforator_hole ... in ... the ... last ...
  ... feel ... the ...
  ... party ... to ...
  ... Call ... for ... walks ...
  ... me ...
  ... baby ... on ... But ...
  ... Kate ... when ... there ...
  ... me ... gate ...
  ... wheel ... there ... feed ...
  ... her ...
  ... 2 ... clock ...
  ... for ...
  ... for ...
  ... more ... to ... at ...
  ... type ... I ... Walters ...
  ... to ...
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GilmanJournal vol20 0031

page title: ... me there supper gladly Sam lends me one of  ...
  
  ... me ... there ... supper ...
  ... gladly ...
  ... Sam ... lends ... me ... one ... of ... writes ... Poe ...
  ... looks ... amazed ... when ... he ... comes ... in ...
  ... Then ... rush ... down ... to ... the ... gym ... and ...
  ... find ... Mrs ... waiting ... for ... me ... alone ...
  ... as ... Mrs ... Cotton ... couldnt ... come ... But ... she ...
  ... seemed ... to ... enjoy ... herself ... and ... liked ...
  ... the ... costumes ... immensely ... Ride ... home ...
  ... with ... her ... a ... very ... nice ... letter ... from ... Find ...
  ... Dr ... Charming ... and ... one ... from ... Martha ...
  ... A ... fine ... from ... father ... the ...
  ... little ... book ... from ... and ... a ... card ...
  ... from ... Mrs ... also ... one ... from ... Mother ...
  ... petticoat ... Kate ...
  ... Tues ... March ... 22nd ... 1887 ...
  ... Try ... the ... spare ... room ... again ... but ...
  ... Miss ... Kate ... howls ... for ... me ... in ... the ... night ...
  ... wont ... let ... her ... father ... touch ... her ... up ...
  ... late ... but ... feel ... pretty ... well ... write ... accts ...
  ... finish ... picture ... for ... Annie ... Tillinghast ...
  ... Carr ... little ... chess ... chessboard ... over ... to ... mother ...
  ... write ... a ... little ... historical ... criticism ... on ... a ...
  ... piece ... in ... Monday ... monday ... Mondays ... Journal ... Cut ... out ...
  ... a ... lot ... of ... suffrage ... articles ... Miss ... Brown ...
  ... St. ... sends ... me ... some ... leaflets ...
  ... So ... does ... Father ... Stetson ... @perforator_hole ...
  ... Wed. ... March ... 23rd ... 1887 ...
  ... Babys ... birthday ... Mother ... gave ... her ...
  ... a ... dress ... @ampersand ... petticoat ... mother ... Stetson ... @COMMA ...
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GilmanJournal vol20 0032

page title: ... Kate Bucklin gave me ten dollars for her I finish  ...
  
  ... Kate ... Bucklin ... gave ... me ... ten ... dollars ... for ... her ...
  ... I ... finish ... Will ... Tillinghasts ... picture ... and ...
  ... @perforator_hole ... take ... it ... up ... there ... See ... Mrs ... T ... She ... is ... to ...
  ... have ... a ... parlor ... meeting ... and ... discuss ... W.S. ...
  ... Call ... to ... see ... if ... Ada ... has ... gone ... went ... yesterday ...
  ... Call ... on ... miss ... Bailey ... to ... get ... her ... to ... go ...
  ... the ... meeting ... Out ... Go ... to ... Mrs ... Dimans ... to ...
  ... dinner ... Call ... for ... Mrs ... Kendall ... Mrs ... Vaughan ...
  ... Mrs ... to ... go ... Get ...
  ... mother ... however ... and ... stop ... for ... Mrs ...
  ... Diman ... @ampersand ... Miss ... Sophie ... Tillinghast ... A ...
  ... very ... pleasant ... occasion ... Mrs ... Zerelda ...
  ... Wallace ... @ampersand ... Miss ... Eastman ... spoke ... Also ...
  ... another ... lady ... a ... few ... words ... Various ...
  ... of ... the ... audience ... made ... a ... few ... remarks ...
  ... @perforator_hole ... Home ... sup ... and ... write ... a ... little ...
  ... Thurs ... March ... 24th. ... 1887 ...
  ... Bed ... 3 ...
  ... at ... 6 ... this ...
  ... and ... felt ...
  ... than ... have ... time ...
  ... workbasket ...
  ... for ...
  ... at ...
  ... while ... some ...
  ... here ... I ...
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GilmanJournal vol20 0033

page title: ... March 25th. 2 7 Baby for @perforator_hole sleep all Says  ...
  
  ... March ... 25th. ... 2 ... 7 ...
  ... Baby ... for ...
  ... @perforator_hole ...
  ... sleep ...
  ... all ...
  ... Says ...
  ... she ...
  ... supper ...
  ... seeming ... as ...
  ... Sat ... 2 ... 6 ...
  ... last ... Baby ...
  ... all ... this ... morning ... write ...
  ... @perforator_hole ...
  ... nap ...
  ... People ...
  ... 4 ...
  ... head ... headquar- ...
  ... and ...
  ... in ...
  ... parcel ... and ... the ...
  ... there ... Every ... very ... voter ... the ...
  ... Three ...
  ... postage ...
  ... ride ...
  ... the ... evening ... and ... mend ...
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GilmanJournal vol20 0034

page title: ... 1887 being Sunday @perforator_hole there is Kate They seeing good  ...
  
  ... 1887 ...
  ... being ... Sunday ...
  ... @perforator_hole ... there ... is ...
  ... Kate ...
  ... They ... seeing ...
  ... good ...
  ... milk ...
  ... bed ... write ...
  ... March ... 2 ... 1887 ... 7 ...
  ... and ... sewing ... I ...
  ... the ...
  ... evening ... Am ... very ...
  ... 9 ...
  ... Brown ... and ...
  ... papers ...
  ... and ... She ...
  ... children ... and ...
  ... calls ...
  ... evening ... Talk ... about ...
  ... Wed ... March ...
  ... Borrow ... hard ...
  ... Miss ... Brown ... to ...
  ... full ... of ... clothes ...
  ... I ... get ... Mrs ... to ... and ...
  ... see ... some ...
  ... Read ... the ... goes ...
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GilmanJournal vol20 0035

page title: ... March 1887 a of infant drawers and @perforator_hole innumerable  ...
  
  ... March ... 1887 ...
  ... a ... of ... infant ... drawers ...
  ... and ... @perforator_hole ...
  ... innumerable ...
  ... Carry ... for ...
  ... call ...
  ... Read ... papers ... and ... cut ...
  ... Take ... down ...
  ... Walter ... some ...
  ... Ride ... book ... women ...
  ... the ... Read ...
  ... to ...
  ... calls ...
  ... 8 ... 7 ...
  ... some ... April ...
  ... club ...
  ... more ...
  ... than ...
  ... 2nd ... 1887 ...
  ... had ... this ...
  ... for ...
  ... 8 ... Bailey ...
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GilmanJournal vol20 0036

page title: ... usual for the 4 Take see break- this call  ...
  
  ... usual ...
  ... for ...
  ... for ... the ...
  ... 4 ...
  ... Take ... see ...
  ... break- ...
  ... this ... call ... Pease ...
  ... and ...
  ... woman ... womans ... 4 ...
  ... for ... the ...
  ... see ... Men ...
  ... the ... Meet ...
  ... says ... women ... are ...
  ... the ...
  ... see ... clear ... that ...
  ... able ...
  ... Kate ... Bucklin ... Kate ... was ...
  ... this ...
  ... good ...
  ... of ... the ... things ...
  ... that ... didnt ...
  ... and ...
  ... 1887 ... 7 ...
  ... and ... Kate ...
  ... tiddly ...
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GilmanJournal vol20 0037

page title: ... is housecleaning Home and sew gone have @perforator_hole Evening calms  ...
  
  ... is ... housecleaning ... Home ... and ... sew ...
  ... gone ... have ... @perforator_hole ...
  ... Evening ...
  ... calms ... down ...
  ... and ...
  ... breaks ...
  ... 6 ... 7 ...
  ... baby ...
  ... over ... supper ...
  ... to ... election ...
  ... as ... I ...
  ... 7 ...
  ... Bad ... Kate ... see ...
  ... Wells ...
  ... Talk ... the ... Get ...
  ... me ... and ... I ... read ...
  ... it ... evening ...
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page title: ... 1887 7 Bad again usual to @perforator_hole L Lesson to  ...
  
  ... 1887 ... 7 ...
  ... Bad ... again ... usual ... to ...
  ... @perforator_hole ...
  ... L ... Lesson ... to ...
  ... 4 ... and ... then ... and ...
  ... tea ...
  ... and ...
  ... Sat ... 9 ... 1887 ...
  ... Take ...
  ... there ... while ... see ...
  ... two ... wearily ...
  ... @perforator_hole ... back ...
  ... than ... felt ...
  ... April ... 1887 ... 7 ...
  ... misery ... but ...
  ... baby ... out ... call ...
  ... dinner ... there ... she ... and ...
  ... Then ...
  ... for ...
  ... supper ...
  ... me ... and ... I ... dine ...
  ... there ...
  ... me ...
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GilmanJournal vol20 0039

page title: ... I Nattie Salisbury Salisburys and inquire about Clifton Springs come  ...
  
  ... I ... Nattie ... Salisbury ... Salisburys ...
  ... and ... inquire ... about ... Clifton ... Springs ...
  ... come ... back ... exhausted ...
  ... Tues ... april ... 12th ... 1887 ... 7 ...
  ... Ride ... Dr ... Knights ... to ... inquire ...
  ... about ... sanitarium ... sea ... voyages ... etc ...
  ... Find ... it ... hard ... to ... walk ... Come ... back ...
  ... to ... Mrs ... Dimans ... rest ... dine ... come ...
  ... home ... Call ... on ... Mrs ...
  ... a ... few ... minutes ... comes ... to ...
  ... supper ... and ... spends ... the ... evening ...
  ... and ... I ... talk ... California ... to ... him ...
  ... Wed ... 3 ... 7 ...
  ... comes ...
  ... things ... over ...
  ... and ... Pease ...
  ... the ...
  ... April ...
  ... hard ...
  ... weak ... I ...
  ... much ...
  ... the ...
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GilmanJournal vol20 0040

page title: ... 7 baby yesterday Lesson Bailey home Sat 6  ...
  
  ... 7 ...
  ... baby ... yesterday ...
  ... Lesson ... Bailey ...
  ... home ...
  ... home ...
  ... Sat ... 6 ...
  ... L ... to ...
  ... more ...
  ... 6 ...
  ... Home ...
  ... baby ... I ...
  ... clean ...
  ... every ...
  ... find ...
  ... and ... Pease ...
  ... overcoat ... coal ...
  ... see ...
  ... 7 ...
  ... school ...
  ... very ... dine ...
  ... over ... home ...
  ... washed ... two ...
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GilmanJournal vol20 0041

page title: I have kept a journal since
  
I have kept a journal since
I was fifteen, the only blanks
being in these last years of
sickness and pain. I have
done it because it was useful.
Now I am to go away for my
health, and shall not try
to take any responsibilities with
me, even this old friend.
I am very sick with nervous
prostration, and I think
with some brain disease
as well. No one can ever
know what I have suffered
in these last five years.
Pain pain pain, till my
mind has given way.
O blind and cruel! Can
Love hurt like this?
You found me - you
remember what
I leave you - O remember
what, and learn to doubt
your judgement before it
seeks to mould another
life as it has mine.
I asked you a few days
only before our marriage
if you would take the
responsibility entirely on
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GilmanJournal vol20 0042

page title: yourself. You said yes.
  
yourself. You said yes.
Bear it then.
Tues. April 19th. 1887.
Snowed yesterday. Cold night. Wintry
this morning. Another letter from
Mrs. Cresson. Take baby to Mary's. Back
and lunch. Come over home. Doors 
locked. No key to be found. Struggle in
at bay window with much effort.
clear up and write here. Begin to
write an account of myself to the
doctor.
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  ... @BLACK_BADLY_BINARIZED_PAPER_BACKGROUND ...
  ... @BLACK_BADLY_BINARIZED_PAPER_BACKGROUND ...
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